journey to final test-high school's going crazy

Hey yowwww wazzup bloggers? I'm sorry. I never updated my blog recently. Then, blame my school. Blame it!
There's two reason why I didn't update my blog. Highschool, absolutely. The second reason is.....I'm using BlackBerry from now on, and I'm using "gaul" packet data. It means I can't use my browser. "Gaul" is more cheap than "full service" packet data. You all know, I don't have much money to use "full service" packet data ⌣́_⌣̀
I don't have any good news recently. My school's full of exams, tryouts, and I'll face the final test. Fu*k.
But I'll tell you about something in my high school.
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LIBELS.
L: looks good at beginning
I: imagine how can you face all of its exams.
B: bad. Because it has too much practice.
E: everybody said it's a "jail"
L: letting its students crying because of their score is a normal thing.
S: sometimes, I feel lucky when I'm there.

Dulu aku bermimpi dan berjuang keras biar bisa diterima di sekolah sbi pinggiran ini. Setelah menjadi bagiannya, aku ngerasa itu semua useless. Dengan segala pressure yg aku dapetin. Dengan segala nilai jelek yang terbentuk sengan sendirinya. Juga dengan suasana sekolah yg samasekali aku nggak bayangin sebelumnya.
Ini beda jauh sama rholaz! Aku belum bisa beradaptasi.
Tapi mama bilang, ini semua hasil usahaku. Gimanapun caranya aku harus tetep bersyukur. Bersyukur disini nggak jadi yang "terburuk"

SMAN 15 Surabaya. Sekolah unik. Antik. Nggak ada duanya.